Got the first dose about an hour ago, Pfizer. It’s like I’m holding a cow when I move my arm.
I was kinda freaked before going; My last injection was around 10 years ago when I had to get vaccinated in order to enter school and since then, needle phobia has been around. So I asked if I can do anything for the pain (when the needle is going in), and they said there’s a somewhat special ointment for it. Anyway, the bastard who was doing the shot injected it around 10cm further intentionally. I did my best not to cry.
The other lenses were pretty old and overdue a replacement, I have been told to get a new test for a while now and kept putting it off, at least these new glasses will be slightly stronger than the old pair
A word to the wise there never was an ointment, it is a mind trick. Anything they could give you for the pain they aren’t going to waste on a needle. What the doctor most likely did was smear rubbing alcohol as a placebo, so long as you aren’t directly observing you are more likely to think you have received a numbing agent. I should know, my doctor has done every single trick to get me to take a needle for any reason.
5 weeks! Holy shit man!
That’s crazy that the wait is so long though. There are like 3 places within walking distance that I could go to and just walk in without an appointment. Can you go to a pharmacy and get a pair of cheaters for a couple bucks for times you really need to see ?
Drawing a bit of 47… soon I’ll be finalizing the line art…
(yeah, I get that ear is too high. Makes him look like a monkey. Artists, how do i fix this? )
idk what it is, but drawing bald people makes proportions harder. i feel you…a good rule i follow with ears is that they’re generally at, or slightly below the eye line. sometimes you can use an eyebrow to help guide you where the top of ear ends.
Do you know that quote that says that every artist has thousanda of bad drawings and the earlier you start the faster it’s going to remove those bad drawings?
Sometimes it’s better to just move on to a fresh start instead of polishing a bad drawing. Try to figure out what you did wrong and what you can do to improve on it and use that on your next drawing.
Here’s something I watched a long time ago that could help you (it might not seem very important to your current problem but it coincidentally uses that problems explanation to explain the point):
so, i had this bizarre dream last night where someone on the forum posed the question “are 47 and grey innies or outties?” (had a convo before bed saying how much i loathe those words, so that’s likely why i dreamt it). anyway the question rapidly turned tumultuous as multiple users publicly fought, one person modding grey’s shirt off, and another accusing that person of faking it. one whole thread was just rows of “this comment has been flagged”. several well known users were banned. im…glad it was not real. that’d be a stupid way to leave this site
47 is an innie. We know this from the open shirt costume in the Maldives.
Grey is an innie that wants to be an outtie. You know it’s not totally smooth inside but also doesn’t protrude past the top of the belly button hole. I know this bc I just do and anyone who wants to argue with me is wrong, wrong, wrong, and [insert terribly insulting phrases here], and they probably have a gross [insert opposite type of belly button than you actually have here]. Seriously how do you live with yourself?
Ok so I know I’ve been posting a lot nowadays about my crappy exams, i promise this is one of the last ones. and HMF is
So AILET will happen tomorrow and its like, the ultimate boss fight guy or something. What sucks is that it’s in Gurgaon which is very far from where I live, something like 1 or 2 hours so I’ll have to leave quickly. And it’s extremy, extremely tough and you never know what they’re gonna ask so it’s gonna be hard and to top it all off there’s just 75 seats out of 20k people giving it, basically tough to ‘crack’ into.
On the other hand it’s hard to process this is finally over. I’m getting some heavy butterflies in my stomach tbh and rather feel somewhat uncomfortable about it, even though I’ve been waiting for this for all eternity.
Honestly there’s not much to write lmao. I’m feeling real anxious and hope I can get into it, it’ll be like the best thing ever. Though if I don’t it doesn’t mean it’s the end of the world for me, I still can get into the okish private college I was talking about, and there’s another however not as good college, and then there’s another great college the exam of which will happen on 17th next month. The only problem with that one is police once raided the place and beat the crap out of students once.
So thanks for listening to these posts and I’ll write one final post about this, talking about wherever the fuck I end up lol
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